Monthly Archives: 四月 2010

给生命一个真诚的微笑 (未完整版)

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艳阳高挂在天穹,猛烈的太阳吞吐着逼人的热气,烘烤着大地。街边的野草垂头丧气着,苟且偷生着。他们能耐多久呢?他们生命的期限还有多久呢?在这炎热的天气和缺水的环境,他们还有多少机会,能仰头观望落日余辉和月明星稀呢?

谁也不得而知。

钢骨水泥耸立在这城市,时间便在那一成不变的车水马龙中,无声无息地消逝。等到大家后知后觉,光阴却已被蹉跎,继而消失不见。谁都明白这道理,了解岁月如箭的无情,但又有谁能搞真正的大彻大悟,并及时珍惜生命?

上班族在键盘上,敲打着生命的叹息。踏进了社会,曾经的梦想变成了碎片,曾经的宏愿被现实蹂躏。过去已经过去,怎么走也走不回去。曾经的年少轻狂,幻化成现在的无助彷徨,对于人生的迷茫和感叹,又有谁能够给与答案?

我们不过是渺小的人类,谁也挣脱不了被现实摧残的轮回。于是我们像是无感的傀儡,周而复始地重复着生命的琐碎:起床,上班,放工,再起床,上班,放工。我们呼吸,我们努力,我们对于未来的追逐永不停息,但这一切的一切,究竟是为了什么原因?

我们的工作永无止息,工作量的骤增马不停蹄,放工的车辆川流不息。

说不定,这一切,为的,不过是能够再睁开一次双眼,再看一次晨曦。

但事实,总是你想的那个模样吗?

我们总在抱怨现实的残酷,让人类的生命,太少感动,太多痛楚。

我们总在抱怨时间的无情,让人类做了场不公平的交易。换取成长的代价,竟是交出童年最单纯的回忆。笑容变得僵硬,快乐不再出席,每一个孤单的深夜里,我们总在床上辗转难眠,任由寂寞在心中吞噬着自己。但又有谁曾反省,拒绝快乐的人,何尝不是自己?

看看外头,天真的小孩因糖果的缤纷色彩而快乐,街边的乞丐因一位陌生人的施舍而感动着;妇女看着小孩的活泼好动,嘴角不自觉的上扬,心满意足的微笑着;在外工作的一家之主,心里念着家里头的菜肴香,心中快乐的嫩芽在滋长着。

大家活在快乐,到处都是快乐,怎么你不快乐?

因为你拒绝了快乐。

曾几何时你曾为了一个虚拟的电视剧情而泪流满面?曾几何时你曾为了朋友的突然生病而担心不已?曾几何时你曾为了父母亲的生日而悉心筹备着庆祝大计?曾几何时你又因一个无聊的笑话而开怀大笑着?

曾经,快乐就在我们身旁,陪伴着我们,滋润着我们的生命。

它随手可得,到处可见,但怎么现在,快乐却消失不见?

不是不见,只是你心中有了太多杂念,太多抱怨,怒气蒙蔽了双眼,让你把快乐不再看见。因为你总是怒发冲冠,指责别人的过失,破口大骂别人的过错。因为你苛刻的对待别人,从不努力如对待自己般,善待别人,从不想想你曾为过别人付出多少的关心。因为你总是哭丧着脸,对事件有太多太多的抱怨,心里总是抱怨着世间的不公平,抱怨别人的天资聪颖,抱怨父母给你太少关心。

但曾几何时,你曾为自己的心情戴上笑脸了呢?

于是快乐离我们而去。

于是我们陷入不快乐的痛苦深渊里,泥足深陷。

给生命一个真诚的微笑吧!

一个淡淡的微笑,能够释怀多少个烦恼,能够卸下多少个重担,能够让你重拾多少个感动。用快乐的双眼看世界,一切便会变得美妙,变得简单,变得单纯,并让你的心情,变得快乐。

大家活在快乐,到处都是快乐,你也能够快乐。

 

 

an emptiness

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It been a long time ago I didn’t get my mind calm down and collected.

Always having a big mood-swing, always tormented by feelings of insecurity.

Always been feeling weary and whacked of studying.

Always been confusing about the future, and the future looking bleak and vague.

Sometimes I couldn’t think about what I want in my life and what the aim in my life is.

It is quite mind numbing and despondent about all this issue.

It felt like I just wasting my life, wasting my times, wasting my opportunity to learn something new or wasting my chance to make my life more content.

It felt like I couldn’t use my time wisely.

It is very distracted of being having all these felling.

Maybe I just too negative-thinking, over tense about future, unable to suppress my feeling.

I don’t think you will fathom my feeling. Never mind.

A big black hole in my mind, a great sense of emptiness in my life, instead of keeping improving and advance myself, it felt like my life was just too mundane and monotonous.

 

 

 

dilemma

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Now I facing a serious problem, I should think it carefully
to make the decision because it would be a momentous decision to change my mind
and lifestyle : should or shouldn’t I stop my tuition class and proceed a group
study with my friends?

I mean, now I am fall into a dilemma. And this really makes
me fell fuss.

I been hated genius for a long time ago, and I always try
hard and painstaking to improve myself, all I done is just want to show them
that hardworking can beat any genius, no matter what.

But now, shouldn’t I change the aim of study? Tracing genius
footstep is an efficient way for me to improve and advance myself, but
sometimes I really can’t bear it, it just too stress for me.

 Spending a lot of
money for tuition, what for?

Since I can read it myself, then what is the point for me to
having so many tuition classes?

Meaningless. 
Pointless. Wasted.

But will it too risky and dangerous for me to stop tuition
at the middle of the year?

I been worry about I don’t have the confident and ability to
study my course without any tuition class.

Or maybe I just influence by my gloomy mood, or maybe I just
need some time to recover from feeling tired.

Are the tuition classes essential for me?

Too many questions are in my mind, and no one can tell me
the answer. Fell like helpless.

But one thing for sure, I will continue my journey to trace
genius’ footstep.

I will never say die on this.

I like the movement when I getting any improvement and I
like the movement when I am getting nearer to the genius.

I just need to think whether stop the tuition class will
resists my journey to chase genius or not.

Perhaps I can get the answer as early as possible.

 

 

 

 

无感

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没什么东西比时间的流逝更无声无息了

而就在我们后知后觉之后

四月悄悄的来临了

在这个失眠的夜晚,我想起以往

却赫然发现我对以往竟然那么无感

没有留念,没有遗憾,没有感伤,没有愉悦

曾经的点点滴滴,就像是古老的黑白画面

既是一幕幕的在脑海里播映

也无法感动深受般回忆起曾经的情绪

是不是越成长,越忙碌

我们的情绪就会变得越迟钝

我们就越学会向现实妥协

我们就忘了最单纯的快乐和感动?

快乐那么短暂,短暂的无法将它转换成回忆收藏

于是快乐被遗忘

于是在失眠的夜晚

突然发现我的回忆里出现了一段断层

那里似乎少了什么

是快乐?是感动?还是被我遗忘的你们?